After the death of their mother children ended up in an orphanage located somewhere near Znamianka. Raisa only recalls that she witnessed children 4-6 years old and older, thrown daily into a large pit, the same one where her little brother was thrown into when he died.
When the war began, Raisa was looking for work in Kirovohrad (currently Kropyvnytsky) but she was caught by the occupying German forces and taken to Germany as an Ostarbeiter.
In Germany, she was forced to work for a farmer who would beat her up because she was stealing food – milk, bread and potatoes from the farmer’s pigs’ feed to feed the Soviet POWs in the nearby concentration camp. In the concentration camp, POWs were forced to line up each morning, and those who were weak were shot on the spot. The rest were forced to work. Raisa fed the POWs out of compassion and was not afraid to be punished for this. “I was courageous because I knew hunger,” she writes.
She also recalls seeing “our” (Soviet or maybe Ukrainian) troops in German uniforms. They were undergoing military training somewhere near where she was at the time. One of their officers asked Raisa to gather the information about the number of the Soviet POWs executed by the Germans in the POWs camp. She writes that she did but then she lost this information. Her other recollections from the wartime include: finding the owner of the farm where she was forced to work hiding in the barn after he deserted from the German army; escaping the evacuation by the Germans away from the frontline when the Soviet troops were approaching the farm; helping a Soviet reconnaissance team after she escaped and returned to the farm; and seeing how the Germans sent the same unit of the Soviet or Ukrainian soldiers dressed in German uniforms, that she mentioned previously, to attack the Soviet troops and they were yelling “don’t shoot, we are ours (nashi).” She mentions that she had a photo taken at the location of the POW camp, and she can send it.
After the war, Raisa worked for a Soviet military unit, repairing the military uniforms. She boasts about helping to capture “a spy” (when she was still in Germany). It appears that it was an American or a man who arrived from the US to pick up his German wife. The wife allegedly did not want to leave with her husband, and told Raisa about it. Raisa informed the military, and the man was captured. He was interrogated and it was allegedly established that he arrived with the goal of taking photographs and “knew the USSR”.
Raisa apologizes for her semiliterate writing. She finished only grade 7 in school.
